Long time…
No see. Nu ca s-ar vedea multe in bezna asta de blog. I missed you, whoever you are. It may not show in my recent non existent writings but I did. Defapt, stiti… flash-uri in memorie cu blogul asta mereu imi vin. Cum imi vin flash-uri in memorie cu diferite persoane, animale (ca doar am multi pets) chiar obiecte… dragi (laptop of course). Now… flashes are nice, but real things are better. Stiam asta, din pacate… am fost cam lenes lunile astea, o lene total… neinspiranta. Si in plus… am inceput sa ma… intreb daca blogul asta e cu adevarat necesar.
Vedeti… I may bring laughter, I may bring sadness… and I definitely may bring boredom, dar… intrebarea e, do you… the reader… need any of this? When you click… I feel you’re asking… But… in the end… the only one who’s getting anything around here, especially now, is myself. Fiindca… prin exteriorizare… te usurezi. Dap, I’ll be light as a feather after posting this. But you won’t be impressed. Si pe cat de mult as vrea sa readuc… scena inapoi, scena pe care dansam ca o marioneta on many occassions, I’m starting to sense that… people don’t need scenes. Not really anyway. They only need what’s real.
Desigur ca asta e scuze eftina pentru arida perioada dar… totusi este ceva in asta. Vedeti… noi suntem fiinte sociale, in consecinta:
1)there are people who have what we need A to B
2)there are people who need what we have B to A
Sa fim intelesi, nu ma refer la chestii ale sistemului reproducator. Acum… ar urma o intreaga “Descriptio categoria 1 si 2″ pe care n-o voi prezenta, in orice caz. Cum vreau eu sa ma orientez. Screw first category. Desigur, sunt multe chestii de care am nevoie, dar da-o-n fras, some other people actually NEED me. NEED. And I won’t turn my back on them for some… illusions, for some… cravings in mud. Stiu ca… aia din categoria 2, ba, fata de aia, tot o sa am o… repulsie, fiindca…. nevoia ma duce altundeva, insa… vedeti, omul cand e ajutat, in general… he gives you… something, which doesn’t generally compensate for what you need… but it’s still something more than just some… empty words. IF it does compensate, then you’d have found a connection… which leads the way to a true friendship. In my view… we can all find connections. We can all find people, we can all find friendships and we can all find love. So let’s do ittt.
Wishful wishful, ca intotdeauna, dar ba… worth trying, nope? Altfel, ba, am avut o vacanta plina. Calatorii, mare, excese, calorimetrii along the way. A fost fain. But blog is where the home is. And I’m glad even to this day, I can still say, I’m happy to be home.
Hmm… Știi vorba aceea cu „spălatul rufelor în public”? Oare un (we)blog nu e o tentație prea mare pentru menținerea principiului? În plus, dacă nu poți fi onest până la capăt, datorită inerentelor norme ale grupului, cât de folositor pentru sine poate fi un asemenea catharsis? Nu ar fi mai bine pentru tine să ții un jurnal?
Wait wait wait, nimeni nu-si spala rufele in public. Nu mai mult decat se face in alte blog-uri. In plus, I’ve earned my right to be public in speaking, just check my arhive. Cel mai fain la blog e ca-ti da posibilitatea, or sa fii nah, inchis si overly personal, fara comm-uri, ori sa vii cu diferite idei to entretain people. Did the later, now I do the former. Tired mind I guess.
Si in plus… asta nu-i loc public… nu mai mult decat un apartament e loc public
Adik… you could spy someone through a key hole, wouldn’t get much of it. That said, I do try to enlarge that key hole or open the dor even. BUT, la rata asta a postarilor…
Cat despre jurnal, well, who said this wasn’t a jurnal. Always have a switch to make it so (punand postari pe private). But this wouldn’t benefit a public, no? It would me, but it does anyway.